Winston Matthew Thomas

Baby Wynn is finally here! And I couldn't be more in love with this little guy. I have to admit I was a little worried. I kept thinking how am I ever going to love another baby as much as I love Lincoln! And everyone told me you just do and it is so true from the moment I saw him. I know it sounds cheesy but I feel like my heart just got bigger and I couldn't imagine my life without him. He is such a sweet little spirit. I feel so blessed to be his mommy. I know bridge feels the same way he would joke before Wynn was born that he's more excited to hangout with Linc that's babies aren't that much fun. But once Wynn came he just want to hold him all day. You forget what a sweet stage this is and I find myself enjoying it more this time cause I know how fast it goes. My family has been so much help since I had Winston. Mindy took Linc the first few days them my mom took Linc to bear lake with them for the weekend so bridge and I had such a nice peaceful time with baby. And then Linc came home and the stress level went from 0 to 10 the second he walked in the door lets just say its been an adjustment for poor Lincoln. He's acting out. wanting me to hold him and temper tantrums but . He's loves his baby brother it's been so fun seeing him hold him and want to play with him. I'm just trying to bake sure he doesn't accidentally kill Wynn. When Linc saw Wynn for the first time in the hospital Linc was sitting by me and Bridge went to take Wynn from me and Linc started yelling daddy no thats mommies baby!
The first day bridge went back to work I had a beak down I had a couple dr appointments I had to go to and so I was trying to get ready then linc wouldn't leave Wynn alone getting in the crib with him and putting blankets on top of him saying mommy he's hiding! Ahh it was so stressful and then he locks my door and the hall bathroom door and the keys are in my room so I just break down crying thinking how am I going to get ready and go to my dr appointments and take two kids! So I start crying and just can't stop. I was scaring Lincoln he was about to start crying. So I call my mom and tell her linc locked the doors and I'm crying so hard I tell her I can't talk and just hang up. Then I call bridge I can barley talk and he call the neighbor Jerry who in retired to come help me open the doors and no joke he came a minute later and I'm so embarrassed I couldn't stop crying at this point I'm like I'm so sorry I don't even know why I'm crying I'm just so emotional! He was very sweet and got the doors open but I'm still mortified he saw me like that. So then my mom and grandma show up at my door and I start crying again! It was ridiculous. But I'm so glad they did show up they said the way I was asking was normal. And they were there to help. So I got ready my mon help me clean up my house grandma stayed at the house so linc could take a nap and my mom went with me to my dr. Appointments and then we had newborn pictures of Wynn taken so it was a stressful day. linc has been a little difficult but I'm so grateful for my amazing family and neighbors. And I feel so bad about the melt down but it just felt good to cry!
My delivery went amazing we got to the hospital and I loved my nurse Mary ann. She was awesome my epidural was not fun but way worth it! And I went really fast they started me at about 9am then I had him at 1:30 pm that day! My mom and grandma and sisters that wanted to see the birth all missed it cause I went from a 4 to a10 in like an hour. But it was so special with just bridge and I. My mom and everyone got there right after he came out! This delivery was was better! Winston was just a little guy at 6lbs and 9oz and 20 inches long. And he looks so much like his daddy and big brother but he definitely has my hair he has lots of brown hair like his mommy did.